Healing Is Not a Debt
- Author Honey Badger
- Jan 9
- 2 min read
There is an unspoken expectation placed on survivors:
that healing is something we owe.
We are expected to recover in ways that reassure others.
To soften our language.
To make meaning quickly.
To show improvement on a timeline that makes institutions comfortable.
This expectation is not care.
It is extraction.
Survival Does Not Create Obligation
Surviving harm does not place a survivor in debt to the world.
Healing is not repayment for having been hurt.
It is not restitution for making others uncomfortable.
It is not a performance meant to restore balance to a system that failed.
No one earns the right to monitor a survivor’s progress.
The Pressure to “Do Something” With Pain
Survivors are often asked—directly or indirectly—what they are doing with their trauma.
Are you healing?
Are you growing?
Are you transforming it into something useful?
This framing turns pain into currency.
It suggests that suffering must produce value in order to be acceptable. That if healing does not result in inspiration, productivity, or closure, it is incomplete.
Healing does not exist to justify harm.
Healing Is Not a Moral Requirement
There is a quiet moral hierarchy placed on survivors:
healed survivors are good
struggling survivors are suspect
angry survivors are inconvenient
This hierarchy punishes honesty.
It teaches survivors to rush, bypass, or silence parts of themselves in order to remain legible and welcome.
Healing is not proof of virtue.
Struggle is not evidence of failure.
Consent Applies to Healing, Too
Healing that is demanded is not healing—it is compliance.
Survivors are allowed to move slowly.
To pause.
To refuse certain modalities.
To heal privately.
To never heal in ways that are visible or narratable.
Consent does not end with the event.
It applies to the aftermath.
What I Trust Instead
I trust pacing.
I trust containment.
I trust the body’s timing over institutional timelines.
I trust that healing may look like rest. Or distance. Or anger. Or quiet.
I trust that no explanation is owed.
Healing as Relationship, Not Obligation
When healing is framed as debt, it becomes heavy and conditional.
When healing is framed as relationship—with the body, with safety, with time—it becomes possible.
Not mandatory.
Not redemptive.
Not performative.
Just possible.
Nothing Is Required
Healing does not make you better than who you were.
It does not make what happened acceptable.
It does not close a ledger.
Healing, when it happens, belongs to the survivor alone.
And if it takes the rest of a lifetime—or never becomes a public story—that is not a failure.
Healing is not a debt.
It is not owed.
It is not required.
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